< br >Chapter 2227 < br >she turned off the lights in the office and walked slowly out. < br >on the way home, I passed by the restaurant where she often went to eat alone, and stopped to eat. < br >she chose a single table, and the warm and delicious food made her cold body a little more comfortable. She and the waiter she already knew sent her a glass of hot milk and laughed, "working so late again?" < br >Jiangtu Nan looked up and smiled warmly. "come and rub your milk for this time." < br >the waiter saw Duojiang Tunan many times and was still amazed by her appearance. "if I were as beautiful as you, I would find a rich man and stop working hard." < br >Jiangtu Nan smiled warmly and quietly, "relying on yourself is the longest." < br >the waiter rolled his eyes and said, "that's right, women should be independent!" < br >after eating, Jiangtunan left the restaurant and drove home. < br >it was cold outside, and the warmth from the restaurant was soon blown away by the cold wind. < br >when he got home, he opened the door and went in, and the room was full of darkness and cold silence. < br >it suddenly occurred to her that one night, when she came home, she wanted to send him a message. When she wanted to give up, she saw him standing on her balcony. < br >is like a man who gets lost on a dark sea and suddenly sees a beacon showing the way. < br >the scene and mood at that time are now remembered as beautiful as a trance and so profound that they can be remembered for life. < br >she left the light on and walked slowly towards the balcony, where it was naturally empty and there was no more figure of the man. < br >walked all the way to her desk, took the book out of the drawer, opened it, looked at the words that had been crossed out, ate together, watched movies, went shopping, and wore lovers' clothes. < br >she picked up her pen and crossed out the rest of the goodbye. < br >they're not a couple, so they can't break up, so she finally wrote, "good-bye." < br >(adsbygoogle = indo.adsbygoogle | | []). Ush ({}); < br >she told herself that having it once can counteract loneliness for the rest of her life, but can she really do it? < br >he said that once an agent has been working for a long time, it is difficult to integrate into a normal life, and that sense of loss can destroy a person. < br >she has deep feelings. < br >like when he kicked her out of the organization, she had no idea where she was going? < br >she grew up around him, he was all she had, lost him, lost the cause she worked for and fought for, she was at a loss, helpless to despair. < br >she used to lie in a small hotel on the delta border for ten days. < br >she doesn't even have a home when others retire and have a home to return to. < br >then she began to travel around the world, going wherever she wanted, not daring to stop herself for a moment. < br >occasionally saw Jiangcheng on a landscape map, and she came here. < br >this gives her an inexplicable sense of belonging, and she finally chooses to stay. < br >over the past few years, she slowly adapted to the city, gradually accustomed to the busy life, she thought she had completely separated from him, grown up, independent. < br >I just found out now that it's just an illusion. < br >and this time, how long will it take her to deceive herself again? < br >Jiangtu Nan sat on the ground facing the window. It was dark behind her, and there was boundless darkness outside. She froze somewhere in the darkness, thinking about every word he told her. < br >she knows very well that what he taught her and told her from childhood to childhood is to make her learn to be strong! < br >it is strong that makes a person indestructible. < br >she will! < br >will be strong. < br >< br/ >< br >

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