Thinking of the final scenes of those patients with esophageal cancer she had seen in her past life, Yang Ruoqing's heart ached.

The person you love most, the one closest to your heart, dies little by little right before your eyes, from hunger and thirst...

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Even if you have money and power, you can't help with everything or share the burden.

I'm so frustrated!

After serving Grandma Sun to bed, Dà Sūn shi followed behind Yáng Ruòqíng and came to Sun shi's side.

“I dare not go to my mother's room. To be honest, seeing our mother eat with such relish, I can't even bear to think that she won't be able to enjoy these solid foods soon. My heart feels like it has been ripped out by a knife…”

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Having always been as cheerful and carefree as the rest of them, Dà Sūn's face has been creased with tears several times today. Her eyes are all red and swollen.

At this moment, sitting by Mrs. Sun's bed, he hung his head and stared blankly ahead with vacant eyes.

As for Sun, the situation is even worse.

The entire person hadn't eaten or drunk in two meals, leaning against the bed, their eyes already swollen and red like peaches, with a cloth still wrapped around their head.

Hearing the words of her elder granddaughter, Sun shi choked back a sob and rasped, "I simply can't understand it. There are so many wicked people in this world, and so many who are sharp-tongued and cruel,"

"Why are they so lively, while someone like my mother, who has never had a feud with anyone her whole life, gets such a cruel disease?"

"Isn't it always said that good people get rewarded? Why would heaven treat our mother like this?" Mrs. Sun said.

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Dà Sūn shì also lowered her eyes and whispered, "If it were any other illness, it would be slightly better."

"My mother's illness, to put it simply, she still has an appetite. But in the later stages, she can't eat anything. It's like someone is choking her."

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"Every time I think about that scene, I'm scared, I don't dare to look. What should I do, girl? I'm too afraid to go home, wuwu..."

The two sisters cried their hearts out hugging each other.

Yang Ruqing could only stand aside silently wiping her tears. At this time, any language of consolation was pale.

And she herself, was heartbroken to the point of being overwhelmed, lost and helpless.

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A person muddledly returned home, thinking that it would be nice if Luò Fēng Táng were there.

At least at this time, there's someone to talk to.

As soon as I walked to the door of my own little house, I found that the lights were on inside.

Yang Ruqing was overjoyed and quickly walked over to push open the door.

"Sister Tang... Hey, Mother?"

That's right, it's Tuo Ba Xian.

A woman sat at the table, reading a book in her hands.

Seeing Yang Ruqing return, Tuoba Xian put down the book in her hand and slowly got up.

“Qing’er, you’re back? I just put the two children to sleep. Seeing that you hadn’t come back, I came here to sit for a while and wait for you.” said Tuo Ba Xian.

Yang Ruqing was startled, only then remembering that she hadn't even asked about the children all afternoon.

Kids go home from school, have dinner, take a bath, and go to sleep...

She was completely focused on her grandmother-in-law today and didn't even pay attention to the children. Luckily, there was Tuo Ba Xian, a truly dedicated mother-in-law, to help...

"Mother, I..."

Yang Ruqing was so filled with guilt that she choked back tears, her hands covering her mouth as she stood there silently.

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Tuoba Xian walked over and gently supported Yang Ruoheng's shoulders, helping her sit down.

"Don't say anything else, these days, you should spend more time with your grandmother," said Tuoba Xian.

"Children, you don't have to worry, I will take good care of them."

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Upon hearing this from Tuo Ba Xian, Yang Ruohua looked up and was so moved that she couldn't find words to express her gratitude.

Tuo Ba Xian smiled gently, raising her hand to caress Yang Ruoqing's smooth and silky hair: "I understand the relationship between you and your grandmother."

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"Your grandmother is such a kind old lady, and now that she has fallen ill with this wretched disease, we are all very saddened."

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"One can only sigh, life is life, how long it lasts, it's all predetermined by fate. No one can change it." she said.

Yang Ruqing nodded, "Mother, I understand these reasons. It's just that, thinking about how much pain my grandmother will soon suffer, I can't help but feel heartbroken. Everything seems dark and lifeless..."

It was late spring, early summer. When the sun rose, it shone brightly and birds sang sweetly among the flowers.

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When it rains, apricot blossoms bloom in the spring rain, willow branches are soft and swaying, grass grows long and skylarks sing.

This should have been the most beautiful April day of the year, but...

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Yang Ruqing couldn't describe the feelings in her heart with words, because this was the first time in her two lifetimes that she personally experienced the passing of a loved one.

I won't include my uncles because we don't have a close relationship.

But Grandma Ga wasn't like that. She was even closer than a real grandmother.

My memory is filled with grandma, and tears welled up again. Yang Ruqing couldn't help but bury her head, leaning against the edge of the table and sobbing softly.

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Tuoba Xian watched Yang Ruqing, who was so out of control emotionally, and she felt heartbroken as well.

She gently stroked Yang Ruoheng's back and said softly, "If you feel sad, just cry it out. Crying will make you feel a little better."

"At least you are happier than I was, at least you can still cry like this,"

"You're going the wrong way, at least you still have parents."

“I was born, and shortly after, my mother passed away. I don't even remember what she looked like.”

“When I was your age, because of the war between the two countries, the man I loved most abandoned me. My son Fengtang was just born and lost, his life and death are unknown.”

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"In the same year, the only father I could rely on also passed away..."

"My goodness, that year was so cold for me, so cold..."

“I had the maids light every lamp in my bedroom, but I was still cold and afraid. I wanted to cry; everywhere I looked, there were people's eyes watching me.”

“I could only hide in the cold blankets, biting them and crying.”

When the next day the sun rose in the east, I still had to pretend nothing had happened and go to court to assist my young emperor in ruling from behind a curtain.

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In Tuo Ba Xian's words, Yang Ruohua's crying gradually subsided, and her emotions gradually recovered.

She looked at Tuoba Xian with tear-filled eyes.

Tuoba Xian gently dragged Yang Ruocheng's face, her gentle yet firm gaze bestowing courage upon Yang Ruocheng.

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"Qing'er, no one is born strong. A person's strength and composure come from years of hardship and refinement."

"Birth, aging, sickness, and death are things that each of us must go through and face. All beings are equal; emperors and beggars are the same, none can escape!"

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Over the past few years in Changping Village, I have had a lot of free time and read many Buddhist scriptures. Gradually, I have gained some insights into life.

"When we are reincarnated, we come back to this world for a trial."

"Tens of years of light and shadow, long if you say it's long, short if you say it's short. Every person's endpoint is the same, all going to the same place."

“Everything, Heaven has its own arrangements. Those who have passed away are gone. She has ended her practice in this life and achieved great completeness. As for us who are still alive, we must continue to move forward, look ahead, and continue our own practice.”

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Your parents, your siblings, your husband, your children...

"These are all essential lessons in your cultivation. So, for them, you must persevere!"

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